it’s a good life.
Today’s video.
I wasn’t ready to type this yet – but I wanted to get it done. Just doing things that I know need to be done, whether I want to do them or not. I could’ve said “I don’t know what to write about, so I just won’t do it” – then it won’t be done. But, now it’s getting done.
B’s not feeling well about the update’s because he’s not getting paid. I feel bad for him, and I want to do everything I can to stand up for him. I can fight for ANYbody but me. I’m better than I used to be, though. I can say “no” to stuff. When I know the feeling of doing something I don’t want to do is worse than the guilt of telling someone “No”. They get over it when I say no. I don’t get over it when I don’t say no.
