It’s Sunday and I’m not working. Fear is absolutely filling me up. We spent $600 more than we were supposed to this month. That leaves about 1100 extra in the bank. I can’t go another month like this. I have to figure out how to make money fast.
Finally got S to the doctor – he was all gunho for 2 days, but now he’s sleeping on the porch. He just about refuses to do anything to help monetarily. I’m convinced he’s waiting for his grandmother to die. She’s going to leave the house to the kids, and they’re going to sell it and split the money. He’s going to spend every penny, on everything but health care and then be broke again in a month.
You become what you think about.
Let’s not let this happen. Let’s concentrate on what we can make happen.
I’m getting discouraged at the very beginning. Sure, this audience won’t use my stuff, but new people will. Keep making it, keep getting it out there. It’s worth good money.
tomorrow – finishup power in discipline. Put it in the rotator and keep going.
