Sudden fear

So, I’m sitting here realizing that I have a lot to get done, want to get things organized and documented for the developer – and I’m suddenly just terrified. Of what? I don’t think I know. I’ll never get finished? I will get finished and have nothing to do? The boss will say it’s all a waste of time? AH – I’m afraid I won’t follow through and keep doing it. Well, I’ve done this for a few weeks, I am capable of keeping something going.

Reality – When I stay in procrastination, which is a fear, I feel bad. When I don’t procrastinate I feel good. I want to do things that make me feel good. Just for today, I will.

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