I become a spoiled little brat.
I don’t want to do this, because it’s not what I want to do. I told you already that I wanted to do this today, but you’re not letting me. I shut down. I stop working, I stop being happy. I lash out, get easily irritated, all the rest.
What I’ll do about it is, well, if I’m pissed, I’m pissed. But the stuff that I need to do doesn’t care that I’m pissed. It still needs doing. If I *don’t* do it, I’ll feel even worse. So, today isn’t about immediate gratification anymore (that’s only on sundays), it’s about how I’m going to feel tomorrow. How I’m going to feel next week. How I’m going to feel next year. If I don’t do the stuff I need to do today – that will affect my future. Yeah, big woo it’s only one day, but you and I both know that it won’t just be one day. It will be all weekend AND Monday.
After this demo – I’ll give myself an hour to finish the BR Stuff I need to finish. customers really don’t care that “I don’t feel like it”. They’ll just get mad, and that’ll make me feel horrible Monday! I’m all about not feeling horrible.
Okay. I can do this.
Back to my original video – that works. I’m gonna keep using it.
I’ve been trying to “change it up” but I think I need to stick with what works. I’ll listen to Steve Harvey’s Jump after this.
I hope you’re having a good day.
