Got a new job, which involves selling. However, my boss says it’s not selling. I’m not sympathetic enough. Then when I get empathetic, sympathetic, whatever, he switches back to sales jargon. It’s really confusing.
More important thing is, however, I pretty much made myself sick today being so scared about it. I even took a nap so I didn’t have to think about it. I wanted to run away so bad.
I wrote about it, a lot. I know that all I can do is the footwork, and God’ll take care of me. It’s not like he had his back turned, turned back around and I had this new horrible job, with him saying “NO THAT”S NOT THE RIGHT ONE”.
Because of that, and E, who helped me sooooooooo much today, I’m going to stick it out.
If I do continue, I’ll make money. That’s the goal at this point.
If I run away, I won’t make money, I’ll have all these failure feelings, and have to continue looking for a job to replace this one.
So, Just For Today – I’ll keep going.
