I’m really getting into a slump. Or, just now coming out of it.
If my life/brain is going to change, I can’t go through this cycle. This “I hate everybody” thing. This “I don’t feel like it” thing. I think I know that it starts when “I don’t get my way”. Which is ridiculous. I’m a grown up – I’m not supposed to be upset when things don’t go my way. When I start getting snippy like that, I need a plan. A system. Something to get me through it FAST. I don’t have time to do all this feeling sorry for myself crap. I need to be doing the things I need to, so I can pay bills.
I’ll look through my posts and see what I can figure out. I hope I don’t have to go through it again just to see what happens. But, I might.
