I feel really horrible about it. I just didn’t like the way she was talking to me. She was really frustrated, And not necessarily at me. And I’ve dealt with frustrated people before.
I just keep crying. Maybe this is all the crying ive been wanting to do for the last four weeks.
One of the things I’ve been thinking today is “I’m still me even when people are mad at me “and “nothing is changed in me and how I do things and I feel because of this one person“
And then so now after all this she wants training, but she doesn’t want me to do it. I don’t Mind training her. It’s what I do. That phone conversation does not define me. I am going to be the awesome person that I am by not holding a grudge, and I hope I get to help her in the future.
