OMG I’m really doing this. Amazing.
Fear. I hate it. Absolutely cannot stand it. But I live with it every single day.
I used to think “oh, I just need to be positive and I’ll stop being afraid forever!”
That didn’t work.
I did figure out, however, what it is that I can do that makes me NOT afraid. Helping other people. Crazy, right? So. Here’s my attempt. Just for today I will create and add to a blog that will help ME in my journey. I have so many things planned for my life, and so afraid to do them. I’m sick of it. Just for today. Just this minute. Just this second. I can.
Edited Mar 25, 2019 – I started this a year ago, my goal to write every day. I sucked at goals last year. I’m hoping to do better this year.
This blog is set up more like a diary – the posts start at the beginning, and the most recent will not be on the front page here – but over in the sidebar. The top one is the most recent, if you’re interested in that.
A few words of warning: I’m snarky, I’m sarcastic and I complain. I call my complaining “venting”, and my snarkiness my “sense of humor”. Take it or leave it – it’s all me.
I hope I’m able to edit this again next year.