So, I started this to try to help people. But, it’s a day where I think I’m a worthless piece of shit. I can’t do anything right, I don’t make enough money and my husband wants more channels on the freaking cable. But, is he watching TV? No. His tooth is killing him. And I can’t get him to a dentist. I don’t make enough money for a dentist. I don’t know how much longer I can do this. I want to die.
The fact that I want to die is absolutely telling me that I’d better do SOMETHING to stop feeling like I want to die.
I’m gonna go walk.
It’s now 11pm and I’m feeling better. I managed to get the work done on my site that I wanted to do. I also got some advertising done.
No matter how I feel, it’s always better when I have money in the bank, so I need to commit to working on that every day.